The world is shit…
… and you aren’t even king of shit mountain. You are just another miserable sack of shit trying to scrape by with all the other sacks of shit. Another day when you can scrape by without starving, getting yourself killed, or pissing someone off to the point where you wish you had just gotten killed is a good day all things considered.
On the plus side, if the world is already hell then there is no use in trying to be good to earn your way into heaven. Heaven is closed for business.